Friday, August 7, 2009

CoNfEsSiOnS...

Here we go again..it's so nice to say here we go again..
  • I got my haircut this week. Yee haw it's short! It is quite a bit above my shoulders, and I LOVE IT! I have had long hair for over 10 years. Long meaning past my shoulders. But this time I just got it chopped. She cut it once, and asked me if I wanted it shorter. I looked in the mirror, held my breath and said "yes". And I couldn't be happier! It is too short to pull back into a ponytail, but I can pull it into to small ones. But it forces me into doing my hair every day, and I have done a different style every day! Can I say I love it again? Haha.
  • I found out just how competitive I am this week. I used to not think of myself as much of a competitor, in fact I would get after Sam because he was so competitive. But for the last couple of weeks, I was competing in a contest and I was VERY competitive. I had to bei n first place. I couldn't leave it up to a drawing. And if I wasn't in first place, I would stress about it until I was. It was crazy! But then I realized with my mom's help that I am very competitive when it comes to things that I REALLY want. This has been a dream of mine, and I had the opportunity and I took it and RAN. So yeah..want to see me go all at it? Give me a competition for photography, with an AWESOME prize!
  • I want to marry Cafe Rio. Yummy. Their Sweet Pork Salad is to die for! Sam and I went this week, and I told him I was going to marry it, and he was going to have to be ok with that relationship. He laughed at me. Silly man.
  • I am not sure I want my birthday to come. I enjoy being 25. I don't really want to turn 26 yet. I only have 1 more week left. As I look back over the last year, I want it to continue for another year..maybe two. So I'm just going to say that I am turning 25 again k? k.
  • I've been doing a lot of thinking. Which that in and of itself is an awesome feat I know. But I have been trying to discover me. I have been trying to modify things here or there, and I don't know how happy I am. Maybe I should just learn to be happy with myself, but then I feel like I am just falling into a rut. hmm..I guess this involves more thinking. Wish me luck.
Alright, I will end there. Enjoy!

2 comments:

Curtis & Elise said...

So where's a picture of this new hairdo? I'm excited. The last time I saw you with short hair was junior high. Have you tried it curly yet? I always liked it like that in junior high.

Carter Family said...

Tara, I thought you were turning 25 this year? Aren't we the same age? I turned 25 in June this year...weird, I must have been mistaken about being older than you...