i've been reading through the last few posts on my blog, and i've decided something.
i promise i'm not.
well...to a certain degree.
but i think that everyone has SOME sort of craziness to them. that's what makes each of us unique.
so i'm going to try to be better. haha.
this last weekend, i photographed something i have never photographed before.
i won't go into it here, as it isn't necessarily mine to share.
but i believe it changed something in me.
it was hard to photograph, and it made me really think about what i believe in.
oh how simple and sweet is my belief.
i respect those who believe differently then i.
as we wait for a new little to join our sweet little family, i can't help but think that this is how it is supposed to be.
God has a plan.
i know that He is mindful of me.
He hears my never ending prayers asking for comfort, peace, and love.
i know that even though i am BEGGING for an answer or for something to go a certain way, that He is listening and thinking :
"my dear child, i hear your pleas"
and even when i get discouraged, i know He has not left me.
He is always there.
oh what a blessing!!
He has helped me calm a lot of my "crazy" lately.
thankfully, or i'm sure sam would be at his wits end by now.
dang, how i love that man.
i am SO thankful for my knowledge in my belief.
and every time i look into these little eyes, it reaffirms that my life is where it is supposed to be right now.
so we will continue to pray, and to love, and just...be. :)
HE knows ME.