2 weeks left until surgery.
I've been doing WAY to much research (and by research I mean google and Facebook groups being the main source..) on what's involved in this surgery.
Did you know that it's like 3 major surgeries in 1? Crazy! They will be taking out 4-6 organs. That just sounds intense to me.
But then days like today (cramping from my PCOS and Endo acting up) make me REALLY wish I didn't have to wait another 2 weeks for this! I can't wait to not be dealing with the pain every day from it all. I can't wait to not have to worry about going out at any point in time. I can't wait to get part of my life back.
Then, I'm not ready to lose that hope I've been holding on to for the last 14+ years of bearing children.
Definitely a fight between heart and brain. :/