here

still here. 

don't worry. 

i'll try to get back into the blogging mode. 

there's a lot that has happened the last few months,

and i've been running. 

running from e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g.

but my body/soul is tired. 

so i'm slowing down, 

and i'm pretty sure that everything is going to catch up to me. 

and engulf me. 

and i have to let it. 

but no worries. 

i'll be ok. 

i just have to face some ugly stuff. 

and then i'll be ok. 

my boys will help pull me through whatever catches up to me. 

one of the reasons i love them both so. 

they save me. 

and then i'll be able to come out the other side, 

stronger. 

head held tall. 

happier. 

more at peace. 

just you wait. 

:)