Dun Dun Dun...Confessions!

I decided that I REALLY need to post more during the week! So I will try to do better next week. But for now...here are my confessions:

• I dream of living on a beach. Or within 5 minutes of a beach. As long as I could hear the waves, and be able to go watch the sunset over the ocean/lake/pond. There is something so relaxing and peaceful about it. And someday..I will live on a beach by the ocean. They better have bodies of water in heaven..
• I really don't like drama. It's too dramatic. But I'm a sucker and try to make it better.
• At this moment, I want to go splurge on a new bedset. Now that we have graduated from the family room couch, to the basement bedroom with a queen sized bed, I want a new bedset! With decorative pillows and everything. I have been looking for some online..but none that I am absolutely in love with...oh well. I'll keep looking.
• I could eat sausage all day. I LOVE it! Put it on a muffin in the morning with an egg, eat it as a hamburger, eat them in links, whatever. I think sausage is my favorite meat at the time being. That might change in a week.
• I spent time with Bubba alone today, just the two of us. (This doesn't happen too often since we live with 5 other people) and I am not sure what I am going to do when we move out and I do that every day! It was fun spending time with him, and taking care of him...but I think he almost killed me. Haha. But I sure love him!
• I usually eat breakfast at 12:00 noon or later. It is very rare that I eat anything before then. Sam always gives me a hard time for it, but I just can't get myself to do it.

Ok, I think I will end there for now. Enjoy!

It's Friday, confession day!!

Time for confessions. I swear doing this every week makes the weeks go by SO stinkin fast! So here we go.

• I LOVE being a photographer! Something about capturing memories for people is fun to me. I just went and shot a wedding today and I loved it. It reminded me why I take pictures and it made me want to take more pictures! I honestly would be happy taking someone's picture every day. I guess I should start huh. Haha
• I want to learn to dance. I want to learn how to do a whole bunch of different dances. I think it would be fun.
• I love the show "So You Think You Can Dance" and I can't tell you how excited I am that their new season has started!! YAY!!! Thursday nights are now blocked off of my calender so I can watch it. Haha.
• I have only gotten about 3 hours of sleep a night for the past week. I don't think that Bubba likes us moving into our own room now. He keeps waking up all through the night. Ugh. I might not survive this phase!
• I don't drink enough water. I think every day, I might drink 8-16oz of water. I really need to work on upping this intake. That is my goal this week. Yee Haw..feel free to drown me.

Ok, my eyes are closing, and I have work to do, so I best be off. Enjoy!

New Favorite Picture

Besides Jackie getting married. I have a new favorite picture. And suprisingly it isn't of a person! Haha. So let me know what you think of them!

Let me know what you think!

Jackie got Married!!!

So, this is a little late. This last weekend has been crazy busy with my little sister getting married! I can't believe it! But alas, she is old enough and found an AWESOME guy to marry! I am excited to welcome Brandon to our family, he is a good fit, and doesn't quite know what he's getting himself into. Haha. So here are some pictures from their big day!

And how freakin awesome is his tux?! I LOVED it!!!

Just a few pictures for now, as I am trying to edit all of them from their wedding! I will hopefully be able to post more when I am done.

I just can't believe how old I am getting. So sad.

Yeah..Just a little late..

"Friday Night" confessions. I use the term Friday night loosely....VERY loosely...

• I LOVE my bridesmaid dress that I wore to Jackie's wedding yesterday. I DON'T love wearing it when I've eaten too much. (Stupid chocolate covered strawberries...curse you!)
• I took a 2 hour nap this afternoon and didn't feel guilty about it at all.
• I enjoy having my aunt come down and spend time with us. I have a lot of fun with her, and sometimes feel that she is the only one who "gets" me. She's like a sister to me instead of an aunt, and I enjoy that relationship with her.
• Bubba is starting to learn how to talk. He will say a few little words. So now I REALLY have to be mindful of what I am saying. I really don't think I would want to be sitting here and hear him suddenly shout out "Oh...snot!" (Yeah...we'll use that word, we are a family friendly blog, right? haha)
• Sometimes I wish I knew more than I do. Like what is supposed to happen next, what I am supposed to do, etc. I don't like the unknown. It scares me.
• As much as I wanted Jackie to get married....I really didn't want her to. That means I am getting older. And I really don't want to admit that I am getting older. Yes...I am in denial.
• I am extremely lazy. I will fully admit this too. And sometimes, I sit here and think that I shouldn't be so lazy..but do I ever do anything about it? Yeah, no. I'm too lazy to do anything to not be lazy. Haha

Ok. That is all I can allow my brain to think of for now. SO...enjoy!

TGIF...and confessions again

Here we go:

• I can't stand to touch uncooked meat. Chicken, beef, whatever. If it can still moo, or cluck at you, I aint touching it. When I cook dinner, I will use as many utinsels as it takes to NOT touch the meat. And if I HAVE to touch it, I will usually end up gagging the whole way through. Yuck.
• I want to change my sleep schedule. For the last 9 years I have been going to bed WAY late, and waking up pretty much whenever I feel like it. Unless I had work, then I would would wake up early, but still go to bed late. I would really like my sleep schedule to be something like 10:00pm to 7:00am. Then I can get things done in the morning. I don't know why, I just feel like a lazy arse by getting up way late in the morning and having half the day be gone. But such is life, that isn't going to happen anytime soon. Haha.
• When I get too hot in the middle of the night, I uncover my feet. I pull the blanket as far up on me and wrap it around my neck, but I uncover my feet. But when I am cold, I completely cover my feet, and I leave my arms out. Don't know why, it's odd.
• I don't wear lipstick. Never have, and I don't believe I ever will. I can't stand it. I wear chapstick, and lip gloss..but not lipstick. Maybe one day I will have a good experience with it, and like it. One day...
• I really want to decorate. I want to decorate a room, or a house. I want to re-paint one to how I want it painted, and decorate it how I want to decorate it. And not worry about money issues while doing it.
• I really want to go on a date with Sam. It's been a few weeks, and I really just want some time with him. I miss him like crazy when he leaves on weekends, and throughout the week I still don't see him much.
• I am scared for Mother's Day. This will be my second Mother's Day as an actual Mother, and I am so used to how it used to be. I spent 5 years dreading Mother's Day, staying home from church, because I would just cry through it, and just feeling miserable about not being a mother. I would try to focus on my own mother, but there would still be a very open wound there. Then the most wonderful thing happened, and we were able to receive Bubba from a WONDERFUL woman. It changed our lives. I was a mother now. But I guess I am still so trained on those emotions that I used to feel. I don't think they will ever go away.
• Bubba has more clothes than anyone I know. Haha. This is all thanks to his grandmother, his aunts, and me. Spoiled kid. Lol

I think I will end there. It is late and my bed is calling. Have fun!

Oh, and Sam's brother got married this last weekend. TOTAL DOWNPOUR!! It was insane! So here are a couple of pictures of Bubba at the beginning of the day, and then the last one is of him at the end of the day. Haha. Poor kid was tuckered out!

Friday again! Time for Confessions...

Let's see what I can come up with this week...

• I bought 2 pairs of pants yesterday for $8 a peice. I would have bought 5 more if I could have found others that fit. Haha. And I had a pair of yellow shoes in my hand..but I gave up on that one at the register...wish I didn't, they were dang cute, and they would have been fun to wear. Even if I only wore them once.
• I have found something that I enjoy doing. If it is deserved, I can yell on the phone. I believe that I have been desensatized me to people on the phone. For instance. My sister is getting married in 2 weeks. About 6 weeks ago we went and ordered bridesmaid dresses. Back then, they raised the prices on us twice. Finally got sick of it, so I called em up and told them what was up. Well..dresses were supposed to be here Monday. There weren't. Found out that they haven't even ordered them yet. There is TWO WEEKS until the wedding! And they won't find out what is taking forever either. So I REALLY want to call them and tell them what's up again, but my mother won't let me...yet.
• When you do go to a wedding reception, and they offer cake...don't eat all the frosting. No matter how tempting it is. Trust me on this. And I have 3 weddings to go to this month. I don't know how my waist is going to survive. :-)
• I actually like the color pink. Well...like is an understatement. I LOVE it. I hated it in High School, but now I love it. I have pink shirts, pajamas, whatever. I just think it is a pretty color.
• I fed Bubba chocolate last night. And I think that is going to be the LAST time I do that for a while! He was off the wall. And then finally crashed about 12:30.
• I really want to go to a beach right now. A warm beach, with the sun shining, the water warm, and the sand soft. I could just sit on that beach and go swimming and such all day long.
• I love this guy like nothing else in the world. He is my world, my life, my everything. And I wake up each morning just to see his face. If I didn't have him, I don't know what I would do.

Enjoy!